Wow! It’s crazy how much time has flown. I will say a lot has happened since my last post in 2021. I feel like I typed up that post just yesterday, no exaggeration. Well a lot has happened since then…
My husband and I welcomed our BEAUTIFUL baby girl, Logan Blair. We are so lucky that she is in good health and everything went well. (I will share my birth story in a later post) I call her my real life angel. The fact that our bodies can create life is truly incredible. Also, for anyone feeling pressure, the whole “bounce back” thing is a joke. I don’t think it truly exists and it shouldn’t. You are a different person now, your body will never be the same and somehow society wants us to “bounce back”. Get lost on that! I will never be the same and I’m ok with that. I CREATED LIFE! If that is not one of the biggest flexes I don’t know what is. So if someone wants to judge us moms then go right ahead, we will be busy raising healthy and happy babies.
I actually head back to work tomorrow from my maternity leave and I’m so dreading it. I’m fortunate to have had the time off that I have had, but man oh man I feel like I’m going to miss so many moments going back to work. I see all these reels about “girl bossing to hard” and I feel that to my core. Like I busted my butt so hard that now I made enough money to almost making staying at home not make sense. I know it sounds silly, but over the past few months I have been reeling on what to do. I’m leaning on staying home. I read something recently that was talking about how time is the most valuable currency. I was shook. It is true. I have always wanted to be a mom. Literal dream job for me. So what don’t I pursue my dream?
Well, that brings me back here… I will have more time to be with our sweet Logi Bear AND spend more time with YOU! I do feel like I have a knack for home projects and home stuff. Afterall, I did always want to be a designer! Maybe this is a way I can pursue multiple dreams at once? You follow? Well my brain feels like mush thinking about it. BUT-I will be back. One way or another I’m going to figure this out and I will take you with me. Stay tuned!